If you need to look at yourself, look toward the ocean. It is a complete r e f l e c t I o n of you and often times, she will bring you messages of what you need to let go of and what’s next after that.
I reflect today of how much I react to little things and how none of it is a correlation of what nature has taught me. Some things are truly not significant to react to but I do anyways. Maybe to make life more spicy? Or maybe because deep down i have pain that I haven’t released? So right now, I’m crying it out and letting it all burn. I’m done having bad days. I’m done reacting to shit that doesn’t even matter but I choose for it to. I’m done giving power to people that are so negative. It’s time for me to step up and act like a goddess. It’s time for me to work hard and make shit happen. It’s time to put more “me” time in for I am truly loosing my self in the expectations and happiness of others. I’m done wasting my time. I’m ready to built and move mountains.
If you don’t see me or hear from me in these next couple of weeks, know that it’s time to put me and baby z first. I need to nourish my soul again and find my self again. I need to give more love for myself than giving it to others. 🙃